Graduation. For most, the word conjures up feelings of excitement and a sense of
accomplishment, the end of one chapter and eager anticipation of the next. Am I
in the minority when I admit that I hate the word? Even in high school, I
dreaded the day of convocation. I loved school. I never wanted that season to
end. I’m one of those creatures of habit who fight change, the ticking of the
clock, the page of the calendar being ripped off and thrown away. The thought
of my little ones leaving the nest makes me crumble.
In case you haven’t guessed, I’m still
wiping the tears away since my second, Jess, graduated yesterday. She’s such a disobedient
young woman. I told her repeatedly, “You are not allowed to grow up!” Alas, she
did in spite of my command, and even took joy in the journey to breaking
her mother’s heart.
See how she mocks me with her cake?
As I reflect this morning on all the “graduations”
in life, I’m making a resolution to try and embrace them. After all, it’s
worthless to fight the inevitable. You can’t argue
with the old saying “The only certainty in life is change.”
I’ve found King Solomon’s words to be true.
Imagine that. There really is a time to be born and a time to die, a time to
plant and a time to uproot, a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear
down and a time to build, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn
and a time to dance . . . Get the picture?
The good news is if you’re going through a
valley right now, a time of grief, tragedy and heartbreak, it will
end. The cold, lonely night won’t last forever. Eventually you will feel the sun's
warmth, and your joy will return.
Brace yourself for some bad news: If your
life is filled with so much happiness that it's just one big party, that won’t
last either. As sure as the sun rises, it also sets. The pain, sadness and
confusion are coming. No one can predict the intensity or duration, but something
is going to happen. So goes life.
Anyone else feeling melancholy? Before
we sink into a desolate pit of despair, let’s rethink this. I’m a look-at-the-worst-case- scenario type gal. My dad used to say, “Plan for the worst. Then you’ll
be prepared if it happens and relieved if it doesn’t.”
Worst case scenario? Death. I’ve been to several
funerals where the bulletin read, “Graduation Celebration for ___________.”
What an awesome outlook. Passing from this temporal world and graduating to a
perfect, eternal life with our forever-loving Creator. The ultimate commencement.
One problem: I hate graduations. Remember?
(At this point, I have to pause, eat
breakfast and figure out how I’m going to finish this post.)
Thirty
minutes later, I return. Sigh . . . There has been
no Eureka! moment. Groan . . . The light bulb
above my head is still turned off. Whine . . . What to do? What to do?
I collapse on the sofa. I hear a quiet voice welling up from within. "Trust Me. Know that I will walk with you through every graduation. I will carry you as I lovingly cradle you against my chest. Don't lose sight of your final graduation when I say, 'Well done, my good and faithful servant.'"
The best news? There are no graduations in
heaven.
